Fever!

It's frustrating how i constantly try my hardest to practice what's given to me, but when the real thing comes i go blank. Great example, this afternoon. I've tried so hard mastering my pirouettes okay, I perfect it at home, once, twice, three times. Subsequently everything got worse. Then today at the dance studio, I couldnt do it, at all. I landed wrong leg infront. ): I tell you, i fell like plucking my legs off. So after much practice, i finally could do it. Yeah, what happened next? DOUBLE PIROUETTE. Omg, you will never understand how i felt. Sucks like BAHHH. This happens at tests too, gosh marie you suck lah.

I'm now, officially sick. Nopes, doesnt excuse me from school, nor dance. At least i wont allow myself to. With a fever, a headache, and a big blister i feel like crying out loud. ): Omg lah. Bahh, i feel so stressed now. It's the third week of school and i'm alr dreading it. This sucks, i used to be so nice and happy. Bahh, now i'm stressed and unhappy with my life. !$!@#@!!@!@

I need to destress, lunch tmrw anyone?